Smiling Budas

2007-01-18T11:39:00.000-08:00

JOY
I'm free to fly! Magic is my domain, I'm the owner of my life.
Being present I can reinvent myself infinite times.
Light, Joy, Laughter!

2006-12-29T18:40:00.000-08:00

SADNESS
I shall cross the invisible line and there is need to let go of attatchments. I cry for the past that can't be recovered and the future that still lay ahead. Yet, I know now that there is not past or future, but only the present moment.
I expect the light to shine bright when I turn around the next corner.

2006-12-29T18:07:00.000-08:00

CHAOS
I am loosing control! The floor is opening up under my feet and all the safe places are falling apart. I move blindly like a ragdoll... spinning, jumping, swirling. There is no turning back and the vortex is close by...

2006-12-29T17:43:00.000-08:00

ANGER
I had been frozen in the deep sleep of my hidden space for too long. Now buried feelings and screams are lashing out! The anger moves me in staccato sharp movements. I break the walls constraining me with punches and kicks. I am moving forward...

2006-12-29T17:15:00.000-08:00

FLOWING
I am a butterfly leaving the coocon. With slow movements I break out of inertia and a breeze of color moves through the space.
It feels good to fly towards Freedom.

2006-12-18T05:11:00.000-08:00

CONSTRAINT
Constraint may be a blessing or a curse. Fear protects but excessive fear freezes us. The seed germinates within the protection of the coocon, but if it gets stuck in there... it shall dry out and die. The face without a mouth. The pain of self-inflict forced silence. Let me out! Let me out!

2006-12-16T18:02:00.000-08:00

The psychic eye shows us different dimensions.
It brings us to places we didn't believe real before...
Where are you going to take me to this time around?!

2006-12-16T16:11:00.000-08:00

The seed sleeps within the womb. When it awakens, in flowing movements it will look for freedom. Energy builds up into frantic chaos. I shall dance in the fields of Bliss. Swirling and twisting reaching deeper and deeper within my heart I will return home. There silence waits for me.

2006-12-16T15:53:00.000-08:00

Mandala of life. I reach out to the stars. I dive into the deep ocean within!

2006-12-16T12:11:00.000-08:00

Sometimes I sink down the chaos within my mind.
Beware! If you think too much, you may end up like this!!

2006-12-16T12:01:00.000-08:00

I cherish my inner princess child.
She plays inocently in the kindergarden
filled with fun and fantasy!
Her friends come from outer space and
underwater. They fly at lightspeed and
swimm graciously through shiny waters.
May she live a long and divine life!

2006-12-16T11:48:00.000-08:00

The Family Tree grows its roots down the receptive earth and
reach out its branches towards the creative force of the sky.
A mother and a father as different as they are similar.
They fight the battle of life together and against each other.
The oldest a daughter, then an unborn soul and the younger a son.
The tree bears the leaves and fruits of lives.
It shows scars, stories of victories and failures.
This tree is my friend. It looks over me and
over my loved ones.

2006-11-18T13:05:00.000-08:00

Conception
I close my eyes and
imagine my conception
maybe I can see colors and joy.
I also sense a splash of expectation
brewing already...
maybe from this moment onwards
this everlasting quest for
the fleeting satisfaction of
unrealistic ideals have started.
But the beauty of
a new dream being conceived,
a seed of potentiality and possibilities is
always an invitation for a party.
There is a life to be lived,
a path to be walked and
the adventure is just beginning...

2006-11-02T16:20:00.000-08:00

I move towards the Light
I dance and swimm and fly
I walk and run and jump
I feel the warmth calling me
I pray and sing and breathe
I cry and smile and silence
I keep movin' and runnin'
I forget and remember and think
I am I am I am.